"I hope one day comes along when you have nobody left and your mind wanders to the thought of me again. And you start to remember how it felt when I smiled just at you. The way my laugh would ring into the sky for you. How my voice would try it’s hardest to be heard as I murmured ‘I love you’ through the phone for you and only you at 2 in the fucking morning. I hope you remember all this and your loneliness causes you to dial my number and it rings and rings. But I’ll hit end without a second thought. And you will feel all that I felt and I hope it destroys you as it almost did I."
Like, you don’t actually love them and you know you don’t, but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It’s almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom but it’s just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often, but you don’t love them. You could, though. You know you could."
"I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.’"
Azra.T “My Heart is Full of Open Windows.” (via 5000letters)
"Be open. Because if you’re open and it works with somebody then you know it really works. And if you’re open and it doesn’t work, that may be painful for a moment but it means that you are not forcing something and you are not doing like a half love."
Theresa Wayman - BFM Radio Interview, 2/14/14 (via slutstatus)